Wednesday, June 10, 2009

~I'm LoNeLyJuNz~

I start feeling lonely...actually the beginner of this year i also feel de le...but not totally...until today,i write this blog...i totally feel lonely...loneliness surrounding me now...it make me feeling down and unhappy...

When in form 4...never have lonely for me...cause in form 4 many many many many bigger than me de friends...like form 5...all of my friend and relative also form 5 de...my cousin la...my brother la...my best friend la...and even she...is those who accompany me to pass day time...until today...when i looking at the calendar,half year of 2009 are passed...and we break for almost half year also le...Jack leave me almost 2 month le...Tommy and Yew leave me 1 month le...Kok Sheng dun have time accompany me 4 month le...now the only brothers that always accompany from morning till night,Sim and Jian,haiz...tomolo they will go KL interview for work le...the only people that with me also want leave le...and now i think deeply...i realise,after they go...i will be definitely LoNeLy...with my name JuNz(Tzhoon)...i become ~LoNeLyJuNz~...i realy dont know how i can i face such condition...everyday passed meaningless???...or passed just like this???...it makes me vexed!!!...but the only way to solve is accept the fact...Whatever...to those who going out to work or study...take care of yourself...and i will be in kampar until next year May...i will leave Kampar...Anything just find me...always will be standby here for you all...



~Taken In 12am 1.6.2009...Its means Half Years Is Passed~

That day...once i wake up...i have been call to attend a meeting at KFC...the meeting is about choosing the new mainboard of St.John...haiz...at the time...i feeling so down...because i still remember the time when i just taking up my post...and now...i'am putting down my post...time realy passed very fast...like this jau 5 years le...half year more...my name will be deleted in SMK Sentosa...the only things i can bring out from this school is just memory...to my friend...1st time i write blog is march...the 1st blog is about friend...now already passed 3 month le...it is very very fast...camp also passed 2 week le...it's realy fast...leaving this school realy realy tak boleh tahan...haiz...half year...half year...go slowly please...our memory and time just leave half year...after this what we could be???a big family to a broken family???...leave school soon...to those who still in the school...take care...anything...find me this gor gor ar...haha...i sure i will back...i also dunno where i will go after leaving form 5...it's depend on my destiny...looking forward for my future and also my "New Life"...Hope to start my "New Life" soon so i can forget all all all all all the unhappy and sad memory in Kampar!!!...Take Care....



~Half Years Passed Le...Who Am I Now???~

~LoNeLyJuNz~

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

~What A Amazing Camp It Have Been~

It's realy an amazing camp it have been...alot of memory given to us...although this is the last year we become the mainboard of this st.john divisi smk sentosa...1st of all...it realy alot of problem we need to face before this camp have been successful made...finding teacher,getting signature,and many many la...and alot alot of big big problem have happen...that is we are lacking of ajk...only 9 of us from this board who bring up 60 members...imagine how tired are we...but in our mind..."We are in the one,nothing can bring us down!!!"...Finally its come to the day where the camp has begin...

Firstly,Thanks to those who helps alot for us in this camp...Yau Kar Foo,Chong Hui Xin,Goh Kay Yun,Leong Kok Hou,Sim Chee Kit and Ng Wen Jian...they are coming by their real heart to help us...realising that we lacking of AJK...without them...this camp will not be such success...thanks to you all...secondly...thanks to 2009 Sentosa AJK...Ashuvani,Kar Soon,Me,Yunn Erl,Hui Qing,Wai Hoe,Kuan Tieng,Shen Koon...Thanks alot to we all cause we all put full effort on this camp...i know everyone in the condition of sicking when in camp...although this...they being responsible to thier duty as a SENIOR & AJK for this division!!!...it's realy make us tighten our relation!!!...We face many problem between ajk...but at least with our st.john spirit...we made it...AJK 2009 realy ROCKS!!!...yeah!!!...say true...from that day we take our pose...i never see such cooperate between us...but through this camp...i see it...i see "Love,Spirit and We Are In One"...this is the most grateful thing...finally in this last activities of us...we show this and we made this...during this camp...those include me la...who this people not song with those people...all have been throw and destroy through this camp...it realy enjoyable and preciously...AJK 2009..."We Are The Best,Are We??"

The 1st day of the camp began...in 29.5.2009 friday...in the morning...we go school built our camp...all of us cooperate to built up tent...realy so tired...not yet in camp also tired jo le...we built 8 camp...for 3hour...luckily got scout help us...if not i think it need more time to make it...but although tired...but i very appreciate the time together...haha...so...time passed...it come to 2.00...member start to gather around the school area...then start pendaftaran le...

Time pass and passed....soon it come to the night...the most adventure game start..."Mystery Adventure"...i can see all of the member including AJK highly enjoy it...it was a successful game although alot of sweat flow out from us...hahaha...soon it come to midnight!!!...when everyone is sleeping and AJK no sleep de...and some member going on of their duty...then at 1st...me and liew suggest go stole things de...we hide in the drain waiting change to steal things...but many member there...so we wait and wait...suddenly...the winds blows stronger and stronger...and STRONGER!!!....FUhhhhhhssss....it become a windstorm!!!...almost me also get blowed by that winds...then me and liew firstly call all member close their camp zip...then it comes more STRONGER!!!...then we call all member come out go lobby...then others AJK also rush here to safe member and their belonging...the situation is unimagineable...but for us AJK...we just think about member safety...never think that it is very dangerous for us to stay there...soon we try our best to safe their belonging and also the tent...but the wind is too high...we cant stop the tent...soon we let it go...wow!!!...but hopefully at last no one who injured....thanks god!!!...then after that all of us gather at the lobby!!!...the 1st thing i should praise for us is...Walao...we fight with the wind and no one are injured...everyone being nervous and scare...but they never give up...they keep on fighting and passed this camp!!!..."Although The Wind Is Very Strong,But Our Spirit Is Much Stronger Than The Wind!!!"...SENTOSA SPIRIT!!!

So,after the windstorm,every member can fall in sleep...mayb some of them very excited...and some of them so scare...but for me...it is EXCITED!!!...we chat and chat until almost 4am i cant stand le...and i sleep....then 1 hour also not yet passed...i wake up...and drive car go pasar with Sim,Jian and Kay Yun...haha...4 boys go pasar at 5am++...so disgusting...haha...but it is memorable for me...then after buy we go back school lu...then,wait member wake up lu...then morning exercise...dance chicken dance...haha...but that time i not there...i go take nasi lemak for member...that aunty want me wait so long...haiz....misss the chance to dance...then eat lu...then ceramah...and kawad kaki...until evening..."Latihan Fizikal And Mental" start...haha...it realy physical and mental...it mencabar us to play crazy crazy...i so enjoy of this activity...i think other also like this...rite???haha...i duno what the game is about...cause i just throw water here and there to member only...yeah!!!...it's so memorable...it cant be deleted in my mind!!!...then the activity passed le...it comes to the night...malam perpisahan start...as what liew say..."This malam perpisahan will be the day we will separate and leave this division"...this true...i almost wan cry that time...T_T...1st is YKF sing...he sing..."Ni Na Me Ai Ta"...then me and Wai Hoe sing "Yue Ding"...and so on la...then ajk perform...duno y perform perform ha...alll the member like centipede run here run there....just like a group of KIdS...haha...then also like this lu...then at 1st we play who wan to be the millionaire...WHX is the 1st taken out...haha...then duno y yau play har play har...play bocor rahsia le...haha...many member and ajk de secret also exposed le...keke...then go to bed le...but ajk not yet la...once again bb team go operation le...walao...so fantastic...stole thing more pro then thief...got planning de...haha...haha...the time we stole thing so song and enjoy...all of us also 17-20 years de...but we also like a kid...i realy realy very miss that time...then after 1st shift...cant stand le...sleep jo...haha...

Then tomorrow come lu...got cases...when they brushing teeth...pipo,pipo...cases happen...haha...then also nothing de la...until bersurai...duno why that time...once i hear skuad bersurai and looking the member leaving the school...i feel want to cry...hard to stand...almost de la...haiz...nvm la...everyone will try this feel...i form 5 le...this is the fact that cant be changed...i just can leave this school without dropping any tears on it...then we take picture lu...and sing....take many many picture jo...then at last...we promise each other "WE MUST BE THERE NEXT YEAR!!!"...i will keep my promise...how about u all???will u all come back and keep on ST.JOHN SPIRIT?,BB TEAM SPIRIT???...I sure you all will...did i?

Here,i need to told all member and those who will take over our job...do your job as well...dont like us...until the last activity only know...what is "Cooperate"...i trust you all can do it...St.John is a big big family where we stay in secondary school...we will back de if we free...but sure will back...next year de st.john is depend on you all de la...dont make a mess on it ah...the true feel of me now is...i dont want leave this big family,it bring me many memory...but i should accept the facts...this big family should be keep in a nice condition...member and ajk...BE ONE!!!...Sentosa St.John will be PROUD of we all!!!Farewell here...ei...2009 AJK,we old la...want go la...got time come out play chess and drink la...haha...remember our promise...2010 camp is the time we will once again in the big family!!!...Byies...Be tough on facing all the problem....

Although no photos...but i believe...photo is not everything for memory...the best memory is in our mind!!!...it can be deleted forever!!!